About me

I’m Sumati Joshi.

I write personal reflections, make useful digital projects and take photographs of moments I want to remember. I’m also building Growing Readers, a free reading space for children and the adults who read with them.

I believe children should have the chance to learn about their culture in ways they can understand and enjoy. That belief shapes my work as an author of devotional books and illustrated Hindu stories for children.

What I do

I make what feels meaningful to me.

My main project at present is the Prarthana Preeti Prayer App, a free, offline app for Android and iPhone. It brings together 28 traditional Hindu prayers recited at Kainchi Dham and by devotees of Neem Karoli Baba, lovingly known as Maharajji. The idea simply came and stayed with me, and I made it while keeping Ma and Maharajji in my mind.

I also take photographs and am building Growing Readers, a free reading space for children and the adults who read with them. These are different kinds of work, but they begin in the same place: with something I care about and a wish to make it easier to reach.

This website is also where I keep memories that would otherwise stay scattered between family conversations, photographs and the parts of childhood that return unexpectedly.

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Personal background

Kainchi has been part of my life since childhood.

My family has a longstanding connection with Maharajji and Sri Siddhi Ma. Devotion never felt separate from everyday life to me. Sri Siddhi Ma is Ma to me, and we called Sri Jivanti Ma Choti Ma. My name, Sumati, was given to me by Ma on Diwali during her three-month stay at our home in Bareilly.

We visited Kainchi often, whenever Ma was there, for Guru Purnima and on other occasions. I remember journeys by car, sleepy mornings, prayers, prasad, Dadaji’s room and the freedom children once had to wander quietly through the ashram.

I never met Maharajji in his physical form, but I grew up feeling that he was already part of my life. The reflections here come from what I personally remember. When a family story was passed down to me, I say so clearly.

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From my family archive

People and places I still recognise immediately.

These photographs hold Ma, Choti Ma, Dadaji, Rabboo Da and Daadi. Rabboo Da is my father’s elder brother. I write about what it means to see family become part of a cinema story in the reflections.

Sumati as a child seated on Choti Ma’s lap, with her mother and sister seated beside Ma
With Ma and Choti Ma

Mom and my sister are seated with Ma, while I sit on Choti Ma’s lap.

Ma seated in a cane chair at Sumati’s family home in Bareilly
At our home

Ma seated at our home in Bareilly.

Sumati as a child sitting at Ma’s feet in a family group outdoors
Childhood memory

This is me sitting at Ma’s feet.

Black-and-white photograph of Sumati’s father as a young man seated with his cousin near the yagya shala at Kainchi
Near the yagya shala

Dad as a young man with his cousin near the yagya shala at Kainchi.

A young Rabboo Da with Maharajji in a black-and-white family photograph
With Maharajji

A young Rabboo Da with Maharajji.

Shri Hem Chandra Joshi, known as Hem Da, wearing large sunglasses in the garden at Kainchi
Seva at Kainchi

My Dadaji, Shri Hem Chandra Joshi, known as Hem Da at Kainchi. His daily chana-prasad distribution was one of his responsibilities.

Ma and Choti Ma seated on a bed while Sumati’s grandmother sits on the floor beside them
A quiet family moment

Ma and Choti Ma seated on the bed, with my grandmother sitting on the floor beside them.

Ma seated on a chair, with Sumati’s mother peeking from behind and her father seated beside Ma
A family moment

Ma seated on a chair, with Mom peeking from behind and Dad beside her.

Sumati’s father seated beside Ma and Choti Ma at the family home in Bareilly
At our home

Dad with Ma and Choti Ma at our home in Bareilly.

Rabboo Da with Ma at the family home in Bareilly, with Amita Joshi standing behind them
At our home

Rabboo Da with Ma at our home in Bareilly. My cousin Amita Joshi is standing behind them.

Sumati’s mausi embracing Ma at the Rishikesh ashram
Rishikesh ashram

Mausi embracing Ma at the Rishikesh ashram.

Ma seated outdoors reading at Sumati’s family home in Bareilly, with Sumati’s sister standing in front
At our home

Ma reading at our home in Bareilly. The child in front is my sister.

Sumati Joshi’s grandmother standing beside Ma, Sri Siddhi Ma
Family and seva

My grandmother with Ma.

Ma in white, wearing glasses and writing in a notebook in an earlier family photograph
Before I was born

Ma writing in a photograph from before I was born. I believe it may be from the period when Dad was posted in Pithoragarh, although I do not know the exact place.

Garlanded shila at Kainchi marked with Om and Ram, remembered as the place where Maharajji used to sit
Kainchi

The shila at Kainchi where Maharajji used to sit.

From the Joshi family archive. Photographers unknown.

Read about Dadaji’s room →Read a reflection about Ma →
Ornate spiral staircase curling towards a circular skylight

Photography

Photography is where I slow down.

I photograph light, landscapes, wildlife, buildings and the small details that make me stop for a moment.

Through my lens →